Ignorance

if i'm a bad person, you don't like me
i guess i'll make my own way
it's a circle
a mean cycle
i can't excite you anymore
where's your gavel? your jury?
what's my offense this time?
you're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
well sentence me to another life.

don't wanna hear your sad songs
i don't wanna feel your pain
when you swear it's all my fault
cause you know we're not the same
oh we're not the same
the friends who stuck together
we wrote our names in blood
but i guess you can't accept that the change is good
it's good
it's good

you treat me just like another stranger
well it's nice to meet you sir
i guess i'll go
i best be on my way out

ignorance is your new best friend
ignorance is your new best friend

this is the best thing that could've happened
any longer and i wouldn't have made it
it's not a war no, it's not a rapture
i'm just a person but you can't take it
the same tricks that once fooled me
they won't get you anywhere
i'm not the same kid from your memory
now i can fend for myself

don't wanna hear your sad songs
i don't wanna feel your pain
when you swear it's all my fault
cause you know we're not the same
oh we're not the same
we used to stick together
we wrote our names in blood
but i guess you can't accept that the change is good
it's good
it's good

you treat me just like another stranger
well it's nice to meet you sir
i guess i'll go
i best be on my way out

ignorance is your new best friend
ignorance is your new best friend
ignorance is your new best friend
ignorance is your new best friend

you treat me just like another stranger
well it's nice to meet you sir
i guess i'll go
i best be on my way out

My dream last night,

There was a tornado coming. we spent the majority of the day getting everything tied down or put away. In the end we ran to an abandoned building whose side was half torn off already. There was a deep dirt ditch though that would make up for it. we hid there. It was all we could do. There were alot of people with me. I remember my family being there when we were putting everything away and safe. But i cant remember seeing them with me now. All the faces were there, they were faces. But they were blurred. It was too difficult for me to define who was who. all that is, except one. Mycul Robert Davis. The once love of my life, and the now..."Are we friends are arent we?" Who was also in this moment, the only thing i wanted safe. I remember sitting there with my legs folded up so my knees were against my chest. With Mycul sitting right by my side. I had some sort of metal tool that i was using to poke holes in my arm. Little dots of blood just started appearing. The number was growing with the more panicked i got. But this wasn't weird or unusual. At least not to me. It felt normal. Like it was just something i did to keep myself alive. Like poking holes in a box when there's a little animal inside to give it air to breathe. However when i turned around to look at Mycul, he seemed just like a little kid. He was copying me. Though this got me even more panicked. Because i knew this was wrong. He was hurting himself. I was practically in tears by the time he grabbed a knife to slice through his arm when poking holes wasn't cutting it. Heh. No pun intended. He was slicing away. Making straight lines all throughout his arm. I was freaking out. It was okay for me to do this, but not him. Not mycul. I grabbed the knife out of his hand. Now mean while i guess zombies just started appearing out of nowhere. but they weren't necessarily the kind that would kill you. Nope not scary at all. More just kinda....well...dead to the world. So a couple of the no faced people started using them as water to fill the mote circling us. As if that would stop the tornado. By this time, mycul was acting very different. I didn't like it. I was only trying to keep him safe, and he was just trying to get away from me. And yes, he was still behaving like a little kid. Now I'm coming to the end to the story. The end, and the part where i wake up. He ran across the mote of bodies onto the open field across from me. I was reaching half way over yelling for him to come back. But the wind just kept carrying away my voice. He was just standing there staring at me. His face didn't give away any emotion of any kind when i was screaming at him. I was crying, not only because i didn't want to be alone, but because i didn't want him to get hurt. He didn't walk away. He didn't run in any direction. He didn't get sucked up into the sky. He just....disappeared. One minute i was looking at his face crying for him to come back, I didn't even blink, But then he just vanished into thin air. I was crying. Screaming "Please, i need you". That was when i woke up.

im leaving it all

its time we start over, away from each other. we've tried and tried and havent gotten anywhere. so what was the point of these past two years? to see that we are both better off without eachother.
im leaving it all behind. i dont want a past anymore, especially with you. so forget i ever existed and i'll do the same. maybe i'll run into you again someday. but untill then, it was nice knowing you before we both changed.

a million thoughts running through my mind

it's perfectly possible for me to be human. but hey, i enjoy the intense. pathetic much? johhny oh yeah! i give up. you can have him. mood=shit. this was the last straw. the drugs aint workin now im begging for replacements. scumbagggg. fed up.

fuck off and die.

something's on my mind
it's been for quite some time
this time i'm on to you
so where's the other face?
the face i heard before
your head trip's boring me

lets nuke the bridge we torched two thousand times before
this time we'll blast it all to hell
i've had this burning in my guts now for so long
my belly's aching now to say...

stuck down in a rut
of dislogic and smut
a side of you well hid
well it's all said and done
it's real and it's been fun
but was it all real fun?

lets nuke the bridge we torched two thousand times before
this time we'll blast it all to hell
i've had this burning in my guts now for so long
my belly's aching now to say..say..

you're just a fuck
i can't explain it 'cause i think you suck
im taking pride
in telling you to fuck off and die

i've had this burning in my guts now for so long
my belly's aching now to say
i've taken pleasure in the masochistic youth
so listen up cause you might miss..

you're just a fuck
i can't explain it 'cause i think you suck
im taking pride
in telling you to fuck off and die

good bye

life is sweet

your soul

is more like this vast ocean of nothingness. i wont swim in it. find someone else

mehhh

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