who

http://www.ericashires.com/

cute couple:)

Beauty

love

Kristen Stewart

feathers and vintage

i heart ?

Wish I had concentrated,
They said love was complicated,
But it's something i just fell into,

And it was over-rated
But just look what i've created
I came out alive but i'm black and blue-ue

Before you ask me if i'm alright,
Think about what i,
Had to do-oo, yeah

Wake up and smell the break-up
Fix my heart, put on my make-up
Another mess i didn't plan,
And i'll bet, you thought you'd beat me,
Wish you could only see,
I've got an i heart question mark,
Written on the back of my hand.

I'd be fine if you just walked by,
But you had to talk about why,
You were wrong and i was right,

But i can't believe you made me,
Sit at home and cry like a baby,
Wait right by the phone every night,

And now you ask about you and i,
There's no you and i,
Remember what you put me through,
I had to,

Wake up and smell the break-up,
Fix my heart put on my make-up,
Another mess i didn't plan,
And i'll bet, you thought you'd beat me
I wish you'd could only see
I got an i heart question mark,
Written on the back of my hand

And when you're home alone at night,
You'll still wonder
Why you took everything i had, oh baby
I had a lot about you and i,
There's no you and i,
And i know,
Someday you will...

Wake up and smell the break-up,
Realize that we won't make-up
It didn't go the way you planed,

And you'll know you didn't beat me,
When you look down and see,
I've got an i heart question mark
Written on the back of my hand,

Written on the back of my hand
An i heart question mark, yeah
Written on the back of my hand

Hey kid

i cant stop listening to "Cherry Bomb"

When you find yourself liking someone, dont.

I'm never gonna get back to that best friend place.
Is there like a not caring pill?

--------

I'm stuck in an array of dismays

Ipod Nano

need $200

desk: about $160 if not thrifted.

vintage pumps: $70

Polaroid film off ebay: $30-$40

Inspiration please

Boats

, in a bucket

I got the love bug ,

,

Adam Brody

No one is as lucky as i

to have you in my life.

Ignorance

if i'm a bad person, you don't like me
i guess i'll make my own way
it's a circle
a mean cycle
i can't excite you anymore
where's your gavel? your jury?
what's my offense this time?
you're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
well sentence me to another life.

don't wanna hear your sad songs
i don't wanna feel your pain
when you swear it's all my fault
cause you know we're not the same
oh we're not the same
the friends who stuck together
we wrote our names in blood
but i guess you can't accept that the change is good
it's good
it's good

you treat me just like another stranger
well it's nice to meet you sir
i guess i'll go
i best be on my way out

ignorance is your new best friend
ignorance is your new best friend

this is the best thing that could've happened
any longer and i wouldn't have made it
it's not a war no, it's not a rapture
i'm just a person but you can't take it
the same tricks that once fooled me
they won't get you anywhere
i'm not the same kid from your memory
now i can fend for myself

don't wanna hear your sad songs
i don't wanna feel your pain
when you swear it's all my fault
cause you know we're not the same
oh we're not the same
we used to stick together
we wrote our names in blood
but i guess you can't accept that the change is good
it's good
it's good

you treat me just like another stranger
well it's nice to meet you sir
i guess i'll go
i best be on my way out

ignorance is your new best friend
ignorance is your new best friend
ignorance is your new best friend
ignorance is your new best friend

you treat me just like another stranger
well it's nice to meet you sir
i guess i'll go
i best be on my way out

My dream last night,

There was a tornado coming. we spent the majority of the day getting everything tied down or put away. In the end we ran to an abandoned building whose side was half torn off already. There was a deep dirt ditch though that would make up for it. we hid there. It was all we could do. There were alot of people with me. I remember my family being there when we were putting everything away and safe. But i cant remember seeing them with me now. All the faces were there, they were faces. But they were blurred. It was too difficult for me to define who was who. all that is, except one. Mycul Robert Davis. The once love of my life, and the now..."Are we friends are arent we?" Who was also in this moment, the only thing i wanted safe. I remember sitting there with my legs folded up so my knees were against my chest. With Mycul sitting right by my side. I had some sort of metal tool that i was using to poke holes in my arm. Little dots of blood just started appearing. The number was growing with the more panicked i got. But this wasn't weird or unusual. At least not to me. It felt normal. Like it was just something i did to keep myself alive. Like poking holes in a box when there's a little animal inside to give it air to breathe. However when i turned around to look at Mycul, he seemed just like a little kid. He was copying me. Though this got me even more panicked. Because i knew this was wrong. He was hurting himself. I was practically in tears by the time he grabbed a knife to slice through his arm when poking holes wasn't cutting it. Heh. No pun intended. He was slicing away. Making straight lines all throughout his arm. I was freaking out. It was okay for me to do this, but not him. Not mycul. I grabbed the knife out of his hand. Now mean while i guess zombies just started appearing out of nowhere. but they weren't necessarily the kind that would kill you. Nope not scary at all. More just kinda....well...dead to the world. So a couple of the no faced people started using them as water to fill the mote circling us. As if that would stop the tornado. By this time, mycul was acting very different. I didn't like it. I was only trying to keep him safe, and he was just trying to get away from me. And yes, he was still behaving like a little kid. Now I'm coming to the end to the story. The end, and the part where i wake up. He ran across the mote of bodies onto the open field across from me. I was reaching half way over yelling for him to come back. But the wind just kept carrying away my voice. He was just standing there staring at me. His face didn't give away any emotion of any kind when i was screaming at him. I was crying, not only because i didn't want to be alone, but because i didn't want him to get hurt. He didn't walk away. He didn't run in any direction. He didn't get sucked up into the sky. He just....disappeared. One minute i was looking at his face crying for him to come back, I didn't even blink, But then he just vanished into thin air. I was crying. Screaming "Please, i need you". That was when i woke up.

im leaving it all

its time we start over, away from each other. we've tried and tried and havent gotten anywhere. so what was the point of these past two years? to see that we are both better off without eachother.
im leaving it all behind. i dont want a past anymore, especially with you. so forget i ever existed and i'll do the same. maybe i'll run into you again someday. but untill then, it was nice knowing you before we both changed.

a million thoughts running through my mind

it's perfectly possible for me to be human. but hey, i enjoy the intense. pathetic much? johhny oh yeah! i give up. you can have him. mood=shit. this was the last straw. the drugs aint workin now im begging for replacements. scumbagggg. fed up.

fuck off and die.

something's on my mind
it's been for quite some time
this time i'm on to you
so where's the other face?
the face i heard before
your head trip's boring me

lets nuke the bridge we torched two thousand times before
this time we'll blast it all to hell
i've had this burning in my guts now for so long
my belly's aching now to say...

stuck down in a rut
of dislogic and smut
a side of you well hid
well it's all said and done
it's real and it's been fun
but was it all real fun?

lets nuke the bridge we torched two thousand times before
this time we'll blast it all to hell
i've had this burning in my guts now for so long
my belly's aching now to say..say..

you're just a fuck
i can't explain it 'cause i think you suck
im taking pride
in telling you to fuck off and die

i've had this burning in my guts now for so long
my belly's aching now to say
i've taken pleasure in the masochistic youth
so listen up cause you might miss..

you're just a fuck
i can't explain it 'cause i think you suck
im taking pride
in telling you to fuck off and die

good bye

life is sweet

your soul

is more like this vast ocean of nothingness. i wont swim in it. find someone else

mehhh

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http://weheartit.com/user/pinkyacid?page=17

To settle the score, i dont like you either.

alrighty

i need to go to a show like whoa.

i think im seriously becoming depressed because of it. either go to one, or play one. seriously, i would give anything to play some music with talented kids and have people actually enjoy it and go crazy.


rock n' roll, you own my soul.

Rancid

http://www.kingsroadmerch.com/rancid/view/?id=494&cid=36

Coffee anyone?

Everything i want

[ ]
[ ]
your hope for me i will forget.

you want more love, my lust and my misery.

I'll drag the world onto its knees,

and make it beg for you, i need

your love your lust, and all you want

when i have it i will run

i will break your heart to none.

i will break your heart

you're everything i want

and everything i feel

let me out, let me be.
you're everything i want
and everything i feel
let me out, let me be.
let me out, let me be.

you dragged the world onto its knees
and watched it beg for me, you need
my love, my lust, and all i own
when you have it you will run
you will break my heart to none
you will break my heart

you're everything i want
and everything i feel
let me out, let me be.
you're everything i want
and everything i feel
let me out, let me be.
let me out, let me be.
let me out, let me be.

you're everything i want
and everything i feel
let me out, let me be.
you're every hope i hold
and every dream i loathe
let me out, let me be,
let me out, let me be.

just trying to figure out some lyrics.

3 a.m

i.am.so.tired.

Paper towns

has proved to be a really good book.
which is fantastic, i've been in need of one of those. i recommend it!

it's by John Green.

i might give some of his other books a chance. next one i'll try will beeeeeee.....

Looking for Alaska!!!!!

and this discovery owes thanks to the fantastic Jonathan! :) sure i found it, never would have bought it due to the lack of cash. he got it for me. i wuv him.



-S

;)

Always:)

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always

And I'll miss your laugh, your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights, I hate them
Lets start this again for real

So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready
So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
(Come on let me hold you) Touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always
(Come on let me hold you) Touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always

Always..

Always..

Inside jokes and too much alcohol

"we try not to date gay guys named oliver."

"it looks like its just you, me, and a pancake."

"this is my longest blond moment ever."

"......liquor. "

"because the mannequin is bald."

"000000h the cheesynesss.

its the cheesiest. "

"where did the jello go?


............it's like the apocalipse"

"JELLO TIME! ...................its 1 in the morning."

"hmmm life cereal. dead cereal!"


".....then we killed everyone and called it thanksgiving."

Stuck on you till the end of time

When you find something that perfect, you have to just turn the other way and settle for what you don't want.

stack i couldnt finish

buy me them

yum.

Why do kids say i love you?

another lonely weekend and i fucking hate you.

perfected

the art of pulling it together.

in need to rebel.

i'll steal what i want, tag what i want, kill who i want,


fuck you.

i need life.
:(

lack of friends

i dont know people here who tag, let alone anyone really.


i never said i wanted to start over.

wantwantwant.

pretty people.

it's April, i cant wait till my hair grows out.

obsession.

i dont care if you dont care.

i dont fucking care.
i dont fucking care.
i dont fucking care.
i dont fucking care.
i dont fucking care.
i dont fucking care.
i dont fucking care.
i dont fucking care.
i dont fucking care.
i dont fucking care.
i dont fucking care.
i dont fucking care.

Dont love,

i cant stand sundays anymore[again]

make me

a mix tape so i can rip the insides out.

her.

i'm falling behind

Wreck This Journal. not nearly close enough to being done.

Lips and Ribs

Now I'm all bruised :(

Wisdom Teeth

gotta start over.

damn jumpcut to hell

Purple

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